You do not know our lives our childhoods our traumatic events as children which do matter as we hit adulthood so please do not judge or give advice that will belittle people in anyway we all have issue's for one reason or another.
Agora my love chat later Dodo x.
Hello
Just read your post and I understand what it is saying and agree but unsure who it is for , are you thinking aloud with your thoughts ?
Hope it has helped getting it of your chest 
Take Care x
I'm a loner so yes I live in my head mostly not fussy on people I think yuo would understand if I told you my childhood So internet is my only way to comunicate. I see a mental health nurse to keep tabs on me and they keep me heavily medicated so I dont feel emotional pian just how I like it.
Hello
I am pleased you have found somewhere you can come and talk via the internet and members relate to how it can feel so lonely when you are suffering with mental health problems there is always someone to say hello and be a listening ear if you need one
Hope you get a good nights sleep
Take Care x
Same here...loner,my head is the greatest place for me(ever since a child,prone to daydreams),but it isn't looking like the greatest place for me to be on right now,intrusive thoughts are in my head now that I'm older...today was a really wierd day for me..I'm female 24 years old,never worked (because of anxiety,that is why I'm here),my face isn't bad either,I'm not bragging..but I'm quite happy with how I look facially and physically,but this hasn't helped me be more outgoing,I guess I'm an introvert...now I'm going to tell u what went on in my day...today is Saturday night,I guess Sunday night now that it's 2.05am..so I woke up at 1pm,my family was already awake earlier than I am. While I was just seating down watching tv, my older sister asked me to take care of my 3 year old niece,fix breakfast milk and I did..an insurance people went in our house I've decided to go up stairs because I'm a bit uncomfortable doing my thing around visitors..as I was going upstairs my 3 year old niece decided to go upstairs with me as she treated me like her friend,she also looks up to me and finds me really cool because I didn't look so bad and I had my own person,she looked up to me like she wanted to be just like me when she grew up..so this is what happened...I watched cartoons with her on my mom tab (moms room),we were both watching cartoons laying on our stomach,my dad went in the room,I thought he found it wierd that I was with my younger niece watching cartoons,I could sence his nervousness...so I spoke " I said i was just looking after Sam"...I said that because I can sence what he's thinking about me,my dad is a good guy but he's always thinking about taboos...and I thought this because my phobias were evolving from social anxiety, to scared of children,the things that I hear about children in the news aren't so good this days..I do not like that..and I'm scared that this thoughts are in my head.."so i Said to myself ".."my dad has never really talked or had fun with is when we were younger,yes he worked hard for money,for us..but he lacked a lot of different communications with us,he just does what he needs,I wonder what he was so scared of..I thought I'm not going to be like him,he didnt bonned with us..if he was scared of us,im not going to be like this,I will face my fears (I have phobia of children) and I did,my niece had pooed on her diaper and I changed her,I fixed her big sando and made it her size by tying the traps,it became her size..but while I was doing this I was desperate to face all my fears..my expression wasn't right like I was mad(eyes stared like darts) at somebody,and my physical movement were awkward but strong...I guess this sent bad messages...I'm really scared that people think I did something horrible but I know I didn't..and because I'm thinking what my dad is thinking,all the more judgements of me for me in my head,it was really horrible...I would appreciate if somebody replies to this message,as I'm the only one in this family that has anxiety..and I need somebody to atleast be my friend and tell me it's going to be alright....anybody had a super horrible day...want to hear more...
It keeps coming back..
Keep you in my prayers
Things that keep you calm?
OMG FEELING LIKE THIS AGAIN
