Having a rough time

[2sara1]

With being unable to drive or leave the house properly my mood has been really low 😔 The past week was one of the worst weeks I've had for a while feeling depressed and just generally really stressed. I pushed my boyfriend away to the point that I said I wanted to break up and I was done because I didn't want him to have to be around me. Why do we do these things. Sometimes I feel like I have zero control over how I feel or act. I just feel like giving up with everything I have no energy to even get up and get in the shower. I feel like someone else. I don't know how to manage it anymore I feel at a loss sometimes 

[allowayd]

your not alone I feel the same way I dnt wana go out no more I keep sleeping got no energy I tried getting advice no one will listen