I've been getting better, but very recently it's been coming back. I get very slight stomachs aches but I can barely feel them. Sometimes my left shoulder will hurt. I sometimes get side aches and feel like I'm sucking in my stomache when I don't think I am. I think of suicidal actions but I stop that immediately. So it's gone but the worry stays. I'm in tears right now and I want to go to the doctor and get a check up. But I just went to the doctor and little while ago and I don't want to ask my mom because she will say it's fine, "just over reacting". I'm scared for my life still and sometimes I think it's gotten worse because of the symptoms. I still can't breathe well. I want help bad. Very badly and I need it. I read of my favorite celebrities dealing with this stuff and how they got through it and it comforts me a little but then brings me to tears. Please, I just want to be okay and all of it to go away. If anyone can help me , please do.