I have a confession to make.

[Dodo777]

I have been on subutex for over 8 years its for coming off Heroin but was only on Heroin for less than a year. My carer kept me on them because they are good for PTSD well for me I don't know about others. Anyway I wasn't told to pick up my Friday script because its Good Friday and thought they was opened but this year their not. I managed to get some until Tuesday but I know they will not give me full script so I hope one a day will keep me going for a while. I have been on 3, 8mg daily. I been up all night in panic because I thought I would have to go cold turkey but thankfully found some. I am going to go off on my carer because she always tells me when to pick up my script when the chemist closes on a Friday.

[Agora1]

Dodo, I can't believe you are going through the same thing regarding refills.

It's scary and adds unneeded stress. 

[Dodo777 in reply to Agora1]

I haven't slept a wink since yesterday and I still dont feel tired. My son and x got me some subutex so I have enough to hold me till Tuesday. My carer usually tells me when chemists is shut she must of been busy. Its sunny out but have absolutely no interest of going out . I am staying in longer as the days go by which are all blending into weeks and months if you know what I mean. I know I am not mentallywell or physphysically Iin shape I really feel I am on my last legs. I play guitar and watch TV and thats it . I meditate when I over think but feel I need a boost of something. Just not feel right but can't put my finger on whatIit can be. Hope your well as can be expected Agora.

[Agora1 in reply to Dodo777]

I hear you.  I know exactly what you mean.   Even when I do get out to

the store, I feel lost.  Nothing seems to make sense  anymore.  I look at

people and wonder if they are happy with their lives. 

[Suesclues]

I'm so proud of you for being off that crap! Please keep up with your prescription meds, definitely keep a close eye on what days to pick them up around Holiday. I wish you the best!!