Hi I'm Debs! I've suffered from depression on and off for years! I have many physical ailments that I seem to be able to deal with! I've been thru panic attacks and that overwhelming feeling of desperation! It's been much worse since the loss of my beloved son Jesse! I've been on here reading and trying to help anyone I can! Just believe in yourself! At that moment wen you are in that space where you don't want to be the feeling of hopelessness, helplessness, and that Dark side no one understands till you've been there! This is an unbelievable forum! I'm on the Hughes Syndrome forum and it's how I foun this one! I'm 62 years old, but a kid at heart and don't wana grow up!!! Lol... It's nice to have a place to go to where you can tell ur true feeling , hopefully without being judged! We judge ourselves enough without anyone else doing it for us! Just please hang in there! Help is only a phone call or a writing away!!! If I can help someone, anyone, then life is so worth it! Hugs and Prayers from the USA!!!