This is my first time joining a blog to talk about health concerns. My main struggle is depersonalization disorder. I have suffered for 15 years, day in, day out, nonstop. I feel like I am the only one in the world that deals with this constantly. I have been to a dozen psychiatrists, psychologists, and been on over 50 different medications and " cocktails." It will never go away. I'm constantly " not here". Dreaming. Floating. Looking through a fishbowl. Tunnel vision. Feel numb. Fake. Everything is unreal. Does anybody else have this issue? I hate feeling like I'm the only one. I would like to know if anything has worked for anyone to cure or at least lessen the depersonalization.