Hi all. After having a few good weeks I have been horrible again over the last 5 days. I caved and took 5mg of diazapam mostly to see if it would work as I still think I have a medical problem and I must say it made me feel much better however it also makes me sleepy which is not good when I have 2 small kids to take care of. Are there other medications that don't make you sleepy? Although I really don't want to go down the medication route I'm terrified of withdrawal symptoms I dont think id survive it. Any thoughts?