Does anyone else find themselves quick to write another person's symptoms off as anxiety and comprehend how it could easily be anxiety, but then once you try to apply it to yourself, it suddenly seems impossible? I have been dealing with this for....seven months? And I had anxiety before that which I realize NOW. But I'm still having difficulty convincing myself it is anxiety. I haven't had a doctor tell me what my problem is, nor have I ever been rushed to the ER. The closest I ever came to that was my second panic attack. I've only seen a nurse practitioner but had everything done. I saw her during a period when I couldn't even move off the couch. I was on the couch all day and thought I had to have something wrong. And then to hear there's nothing....
But I still don't know how to accept it! Anyone got any ideas?
Here's a list of every symptom I've had:
Depersonalization
Derealization
Dizziness
Light headedness
Jolting awake
Difficulty breathing
Difficulty concentrating
Some areas of my body feeling wrong or foreign
Memory issues
Scary thoughts
Staring into space
Nausea
Heavy stomach
Pressure in temples
Tight band around head
Tight band around chest
Heavy head
Loud heartbeat
Holding my breath
Flu symptoms
Sweaty hands
Burning skin
Feeling chilled
Weight loss
Feeling wasted
Brain zaps
Difficulty sleeping
Nocturnal panic attacks (same as jolting awake)
Fear of going crazy
Body tremors
Shakiness
Sweating
Flushed face
Sensitive hearing
Ringing in ears
Weird smells
Excess saliva
Depth perception feels off (this is apparently very common)
Variations of difficulty breathing
Feelings of weakness
Vivid images of what I fear
Dizziness when lying down (though that could be due to herbs I was on, but I don't know)
Skipped hearbeats
Tired eyes
Fears ranging from diabetes to brain problem
I think I missed a few. Some of these symptoms have lasted just a day, a couple weeks, or have stayed with. The only continuous symptom I deal with is DP, otherwise it changes. So if anyone has questions on how to deal with some of these symptoms, I'd be happy to help.