I failed driving test so many times that i've started to wonder if i shall continue trying or give up for good.I started on manual but after just couple lessons my then instructor asked me why don't i try automatic, never asked him why but my little confidence was knocked off in so much that i stopped lessons for some time.
I resumed lessons on automatic but kept failing tests. Once i master the previous mistake a new one comes along on the next test.Every time i fail i cry so much and feel down for some time and need more courage to book another test again.The fact that I'm in my 40's and suffer from anxiety,makes things difficult for me, i think. I even thought of crash driving but don't have enough money,also i live in a very small town and know the roads well, if i do crash driving will have to go to a big town/city where i'm not familiar with their roads.
Today i tried to drive manual to see how i will get on, i did fairly well according to my new instructor and she is optimistic that i will pass this time. But after the lesson i felt that i'm better of with the devil ( automatic ) i know than to start a new one (manual )
Anybody with some advise?