I have never been in such a difficult situation. im trying to force myself to carry on with the course but when I think of entering the classroom and staying there for 6 hrs of intelectual discussions, I start hyperventilating and my legs go numb. im so scared but I know I wont be able to reapply next year because I messed up with student finances. I feel so guilty that I cant find the strenght! thinking that im a coward and I will regret soon. on the other hand I always wanted to teach adults, not in secondary s. It always scared me but listened to people saying "you will be fine" but they didnt know i had been suffering for this for a decade. even when o tablets I was not self confident at all. speaking quietly and too shy to approach someone and ask. poor immigrant :-(why I thought I would be fine..