Yes I am the same.

Thoughts of dying I know so negative ,because it will happen to all of us one day and fortunately we don't know when so we must make the most of each day .(says the one that thinks of it a lot) I am getting the shakes just becauseI am going round my Sons for a Chinese how stupid because I have to go out.

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Hello yes I am the same

And I think the same way to

You are not stupid feeling wound up about going to your sons , I feel the same when I am going to my daughters , but also I find once I am there , I really enjoy it , sounds a lovely evening , I hope enjoy it to

Love

whywhy

xxx

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Thanks Why Why (Hugs) hope you are coping is that the ultimate word ? Xxx

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Yes it very well could be the ultimate word Erstchay

Have a lovely meal with your family later

xxx

[Gambit62]

I feel the same about going to my mothers.

One day at a time ... or even one minute.

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So sorry for not thanking you for replying only just had a e.mail yes seems so stupid when I used to go no problem just hope those days will come back.xxx

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No need for thanks

[elmo14]

There isnt a day that goes by that I dont think about dying or thinking that I am actually going to die right there and then. I have been like this since i was 15 (nearly 13 years ago) Its a horrible feeling so I completely sympathise with you! Try not to let it get you down or interfere with your life too much, the best way is to try and live your life as normally as possible ie going out, visiting people, socialising etc.Try as surround yourself with positive people aswell. Good luck x