today i just fell rock bottom.
i told my boyfriend i wouldn't cut my wrists. i lied.
i was in my room putting my makeup on, i started crying for nothing, no reason at all. i started over thinking about daft things that had happend in the past and i ended up taking the screw out of my eye pencil sharpener.
i cut my wrists open, i know i should of been strong but ii felt good watching my pain drip out.
iv got a bandge over my wrist so my dad doesnt see, or my step mam, i deffo sont want my 6 year old brother to see them either.
im sick of this, my head goes all over, like a rollercoaster, first its goes up so im happy then theres a sudden drop and im layed on the ground.