Today I leave to go to my first ever festival with my boyfriend, and his sister and her boyfriend. I'm feeling a mixture of apprehension, nerves, excitement and fear... I've been looking forward to this day for so long, and I suppose part of the reason why I'm all nervy is totally normal- 1st time, what will sleeping be like, so many people, hope I don't lose anything etc- but I'm also terrified of getting 'bad' at some point and not being able to fix it easily, given the circumstances of the situation. Trying to give myself a little pep talk of "if you start feeling those feelings, JUST TRY TO IGNORE THEM! Enjoy yourself and have an amazing time!"... which we all know is easier said than done, right :/
Will give an update on here when I'm back from it next week (obviously after a veeeeery long hot shower and a nice meal!). Wish me luck guys... xxx