empathy?

Why do I feel like i show or feel no empathy. Even in times of great emotional upheaval i feel well blank. I can cry at sad things in random times but in a whole i feel left out. Is it because i was shown none growing up? Is it because i was pushed aside and ignored and wasnt shown any real feeling of any sort? I was just generally wondering if others who have anxiety feel this way x

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Thank you monkeeey