Hey guys just in from my meal out. Was an ok night just really felt like I couldn't relax felt on edge for most of it. Was there with some lovely people and great friends and all I wanted was for someone else to be there. Got a bit emotional a few times I think I hid it well, but it was probably obvious that I wasn't relaxed.
I'm now in bed feeling like crap that I couldn't enjoy my night and hoping I don't spoil anyone else's night. Hate feeling like this. How can I be surrounded by 8 people and still feel so alone.
Got to try and get some sleep now as I've got to drag my arse to work tomorrow. Something else I'm not look forward to.
Hope everyone's Saturday night went well.