Abusing thc for relief

I'm sober from alcohol. It has never done me any good. However I have been friendly with THC. It doesn't cause me to go into violent moods and insult people. It used to help me wind down. Now I feel like my high potent THC gummies might be making me feel how I feel the past month. I'm considering stopping them altogether if that is the case. I'm struggling with my mental health badly and I don't want them making me worse. My Anxiety and Depression have spiked over the last day. What I think I should do is be more public with people. I wanted to start going to AA. Actually begin the Steps instead of doing the meetings only. I don't know. I took today and yesterday off of work just to try to feel better. My biggest fear is my drunk past transgressions coming back to bite me in the butt. I don't want anyone I wronged hurting my loved ones over something I am responsible for. Did I mention I have a lot of guilt?

[LazyXrayEyes2255]

the very steps you are taking will in the end be massive ones for your recovery journey. Know every step counts and every effort worth it. You will be best version of yourself just visualize and believe in your progress. You are doing everything right. Focus on the steps you have taken and just make more of the same efforts and you will get there!!

[Mormormor]

My circle calls that "California Sober". I qualify for medical marijuana and wonder about the results for anxiety. Where it may help situational anxiety (want to tune out spouse?) I'm not sure if it's a 24 hour solution. Good luck, only you can know if your life has become " unmanageable ". If you've never found a HP, there are great methods to accepting one. 💜