Been away from this site for a while...

[Thankfulforhelp22]

....dealing with a loved one in cancer treatment (ongoing but looking up), the stress of living in today's USA, and my therapist retired (we just had our last session).

I was not new to having family with cancer but this time around was much more difficult. Cancer is much more of a bitch than I ever realized. That goes for the disease, the treatment, side effects, stress, the health care system, the cost, feeling helpless etc. In all this I realize that we were more blessed and had advantages others do not enjoy. What do they do with limited resources, inadequate or no health coverage, no family or friends for support? Thinking about it was painful.

What lies ahead as I try to find a new therapist? I know I would benefit from one and feel I need to continue. I am now in the position many of you have been or are - looking for someone new that suits you.

I refuse to discuss the country (USA) other than to say I have never had so much stress come from the government, its leaders, actions and beliefs. Trust in people has been damaged severely.

I will say this: Although my spirit seems under attack constantly by events, I am re-doubling my efforts and focus on treating everyone I encounter with kindness and respect.

Sorry for the rant.

Every one of you who suffers with mental health issues have my prayers for healing and to find some joy.

Thanks.

[Nothing_but_books]

I appreciate the rant. Knowing I'm not the only one is nice. My husband has cancer. I live in the USA. Even if you avoid the news as I do, you hear too much.

[Thankfulforhelp22 in reply to Nothing_but_books]

appreciate you 😀

[Agora1]

Never feel as if you have to say you're sorry for ranting or venting. We all

need that release at times in allowing us to see more clearly. Life is difficult

for sure. We never know what we will be given to contend with but know

dear friend that the community of friends is always here with their hand

extended. We help each other get up when the going gets tough.

You are never alone. xx

[Thankfulforhelp22 in reply to Agora1]

good to hear from you. Hope all is well. Thanks for your words.

[Agora1 in reply to Thankfulforhelp22]

Always xx

[hypercat54]

Yeah I agree with you there. I keep thinking I just want a nice peaceful retirement just like my parents enjoyed without all the shite that's going down seemingly everywhere now.

Its rubbish in the UK now too. But nothing like the USA is facing now.

[Thankfulforhelp22 in reply to hypercat54]

I hope you do find that peace and joy as well. I’m sure you deserve it.

Take care.

[hypercat54 in reply to Thankfulforhelp22]

Not with all the rubbish going down everywhere it seems. Thanks anyway and I hope you find what you need too.