The "mental health centre" in Bulgaria. I hate the eastern block. Here hospitals don't make you better, they nearly k1ll you - im serious

[No_Longer_Human]

Now mom wants her money for her drinks and wants me to get a disability status and pension which is really small but still and i go crazy by going to the "mental health centre". This is anti-mental health centre. I feel so much worse. I went just because the system wants documents. They don't help. I feel so much worse. Fucking soviet style hospitals. Fucking soviet doctors. "You're spoilt, i had 8 siblings and i had to work on the field since i hit puberty". I helped a goat give birth at 3 and so what? Meanwhile my grandpa had came home, made mess and changed the toilet thingy with one really ugly soviet looking one. I would kill to be born in 2021 like my half-sibling. I tell them straight in the face that i have a trauma from these hospitals because since a child in 2000 i was always there vomiting. But no. It's written im scared of my mom - "why do you hate your mother? She raised you bad. She spoilt you". Why do everyone who grew up "working on the field" have a disability status now huh? These are not doctors, these are mummies. Also they won't hire me anywhere, I won't have higher retirement pension and by the time i retire, these money will be nothing. They already are

[No_Longer_Human]

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[gettingsomewhere]

Hi I don't doubt you. I wish it was better in western countries. My brother was very badly treated. MH is the poor relation, underfunded and neglected. Try and stay out of these places if you can.

[No_Longer_Human in reply to gettingsomewhere]

I just need the documents for pension but idk if i should get it. I need money but these are enough only for food and i need mom to pay my bills. At least i will have health insurance. I just don't want her back at home

[CLB1125]

Doesn’t your mom work anymore? I thought you said she did. I could be mistaken. Why doesn’t she apply for help? I don’t understand the soviet life so I wont speculate. The mental health care has come a long way in the us but still has a long way to go. I’m sure it’s worse there. I feel bad for you. I hope an answer comes soon to your predicament.

[No_Longer_Human in reply to CLB1125]

She works and might she not stop until i can support myself. If she gets a disability status, we won't be able to make it. The pension is really small, it's like 20% of her salary.

[CLB1125]

thank you