I'm tired.

[mimifilmbuff2001]

I'm not suicidal but I am so fricking tired of dealing with this constant battle of different mental illnesses with my intrusive thoughts at the centerpiece of the mental war inside of my brain. Whenever I try to accept these thoughts, I have this temptation to give into the obsessive thoughts, either due to the fear of making it angry or if it will be okay in the long way.

[Tabby-5]

I am exhausted too. I tried so many medications, supplements, treatments, Detox, I just know something is wrong chemically in my body and I struggle every day. I tried to wean off 1 medication Seroquel and I did it slowly with the advice of my psychiatrist. Had horrible withdrawals couldn't sleep only a few hours for a week woke up vomiting headaches. trying to hold it together so I can continue to work. It's exhausting!!! I am working with a hypnotherapist now, since medications and all the treatments, I have tried, just don't work.

I also have a Reiki master. Perhaps you could look into those alternatives. Hope this helps,