debilitating panic & anxiety

[LittleMissScareall]

Hi I’m 18 years old and have struggled with anxiety for as long as I can remember. I also have other mental health diagnosis such as MDD. These past three weeks have been awful. I woke up with that familiar feeling of being in a depressive episode. I can recognize it almost instantly. This has just snowballed into the worst panic I’ve ever had in my life. I’m a college student in a medical program and that brings on its own challenges and anxiety, but since starting the semester it’s really taken a toll on me. I feel these blasts of impending doom, feeling faint, and a tight chest with a fast heartbeat. The only way I can describe it is feeling like you are literally going to die. Fall over right there and that’s it. It’s so distressing and is happening multiple times a day. It’s comparable to the begging feeling of a panic attack but I usually don’t have any other sort of “classic” panic attack symptoms. I just honestly don’t know what to do at this point. My body is so exhausted and so is my brain.

[Ellasgb84]

I'm new here and this is what I am going through. Every morning until 4am I have this anxiety so bad that I fight it day after day. I struggle to get to work because it is worst in the morning. I've tried everything. Even seeking advice from an exorcist priest located at the holy mountain with no avil. I am really thinking this is a demonic possession because I see it in everyone and everything fear panic anxiety doom. I hope I don't have my light extinguish in this void we call life.