Still in a lot of pain.

[Riley2001]

I am really hurting. My anxiety is paralyzing. I have no one to talk to about it. I see a therapist every 2 weeks. I am fearful for my life and sanity. I went to church yesterday and had a better day. If I could only go to church every day. The smallest tasks are extremely difficult. Then I go to work on myself for being lazy. I am living with my elderly mother, and it is pretty miserable. I feel nothing but resentment. Not sure what is best for me right now. I am just reaching out to the universe. Trying to find some hope.

[gajh]

I am sorry you are suffering. I am glad you are reaching out. I hope you find some hope.

[DeepSounds]

you’re gonna ge through this , you said you wish you can go to church everyday you can there’s some many sermons you can watch on YouTube right on your device God is always near and he will never leave your side you gotta trust in him and believe in him I just was speaking to someone about how I almost had anxiety attack in public and I just started talking to myself encouraging myself that I could get through this and my friend said u sound like David in the Bible he didn’t give up he kept fighting and you too shouldn’t give up keep fighting keep praying I’m praying for you this too shall pass . Also take your time with yourself your doing the best you can and sometimes that’s enough..