FRUSTRATED!!!

[PenguinQueen44]

I broke up with my boyfriend and he was a real jerk about it. I found out that I was pregnant because I miscarried 2 days after we broke up. There was so much blood and pain.

I thought I was going to die and I talked to a doctor friend who confirmed my miscarriage.

I waited a couple weeks to tell my ex because I was unable to talk to him without wanting to scream.

I told him about the miscarriage and then he said that he cared and that we would talk. I waited a week and heard nothing from him. I went to see him and he said that his parents said not to talk to me because I was lying about my miscarriage.

He did not defend me....why would I make that up????

He demanded my medical records and I refused to be not trusted.

I told him about the miscarriage because he should know....not because I expected anything from him.

Then his friends are bugging me on Facebook saying that he could find someone better and to leave him alone.

I already did and I feel betrayed.

I thought I was handling it well, but now I just want to scream!!!!

I am so agitated.....I just don't want to do anything. My friends and co-workers are seeing my pissed off mood and they are worried.

I just want to drink, but I do not want to be an alcoholic again.

[gajh]

How long ago did this happen? It might be helpful to reach out to a therapist to try to process both of your losses. This is so much to process alone. I am sorry for your losses.