Hugs🤍

[Against_the_current]

We went through so much. It's still inside sickening. I want to cry but im too numb to. I don't know when i overthink and when it's intuition. I have a friend that's my only friend and he wants to open a restaurant and i immediately got worried about the female staff and the investition. And when going out i tend to pay for myself. Hasn't texted much these days because had a friend over and i hope it's just that. I worry if im developing some borderline like my mom who was always jealous and at the end he was so annoyed that he really fell for another woman, divorced and my torture started. I got food just to calm down and now i worry im fat and these girls out there be skinny that even i am looking at them. Why am i so anxious? When i told my psychiatrist I'm offended when people scold me on my language regards my half-sibling, she said "do you want to become ur mother". My therapist be stopping me talking and saying "ur mom is talking, that's not you. Who are you ". I'm haunted. I'm faceless. I'm the next cursed generation of my family. I dodged the bullet for my sister (i hope, she's not talking with me) but she just thinks im crazy. So my point is sh1t is hard and here are hugs for everyone who needs them. We need to support each other. It's keeping me. Hope it's mutual. I lost my family, i lost my friends. I'm a plant without roots. And i worry i desperately need connection but i will get hurt

[Starrlight]

((((((((((((💜))))))))))))

[Against_the_current in reply to Starrlight]

🩷🩷🩷🩷

[gajh]

Thank you for the hugs. Hugs to you.

[Against_the_current in reply to gajh]

And some more back

[Alpakka123]

(((((AtC))))).We are here for you and we care. I for one don't know what to say sone times, but it doesn't mean I don't care.

[Against_the_current in reply to Alpakka123]

Thank you so much

[Alpakka123 in reply to Against_the_current]

❤️