just don’t know

[Serenity69]

I’m at a point where I am struggling in my relationship my work life my mental life. I just can’t seem to shake this feeling anymore. I cry every day and can’t seem to find the reason to keep moving forward I keep saying if this changes or that changes but nothing ever changes I’m something to everybody but no one is something for me. I can’t even to seem to find myself to be something for myself like all self help books tell you to do. I tried therapy a year ago was diagnosed and medicated with all these things and I’m still feeling where I was and therapist where just like seems you are doing better yeah I get up and I do what is needed but the same thoughts come and I feel like life would and can go on without me in it I think of my kids but am I really doing anything for them. Then I think of my partner who well it has not been easy he’s left me before and I get no type of reassurance or anything from I’m just a body laying there to cater to his needs and I wait and I don’t know what I am waiting for anymore. I don’t even know how this website works to be honest I’m not tech savvy and I’m just blubbering away I don’t know anymore I need something to happen

[Me-my]

hi, I feel a lot like you. I just wanted to let you know you are not alone.

[Serenity69 in reply to Me-my]

I just want to say thank you. I just don’t know what to do anymore and everything cost money to get help I’m just lost

[DangLifeisHell in reply to Serenity69]

Same here :/ I feel your pains.