Tired and Disappointed

[Justbee2]

1 month postpartum - been overwhelmed with watching over my baby, had a very bad headaches and cramps. I was crying over the pain and called my mom as I knew I couldn't count on my husband to listen. I wasn't wrong, he laughed at my pain and asked if I wanted to go home. I somehow knew that he wouldn't understand but deep inside I hoped that he'll try to listen and comfort me. And today I found him lying about his accounts, I don't understand why.If it was another girl, he'll be on the way to the rescue. I sometimes think of getting back to him, finding a man that would listen to me and make him feel the way I felt about him going to other girls. But I know that wouldn't solve the problem and would just make me less.

Lot of things going on my mind. The anxiety and disappointment that I couldn't sleep.

[Dolphin14]

Justbee2

Welcome to the community.

Congratulations on your new baby. One month postpartum is very early on the be able to handle a lot of emotional things going on around you.

If your mom is supportive is there a chance she can come to you and help you? It's important to get your rest. You and your baby take priority right now.

I hope you feel better soon

🐬

[catsrock]

Having a new baby is completely overwhelming. I hope you get some rest soon. I'm glad your mom is there for you.