1 month postpartum - been overwhelmed with watching over my baby, had a very bad headaches and cramps. I was crying over the pain and called my mom as I knew I couldn't count on my husband to listen. I wasn't wrong, he laughed at my pain and asked if I wanted to go home. I somehow knew that he wouldn't understand but deep inside I hoped that he'll try to listen and comfort me. And today I found him lying about his accounts, I don't understand why.If it was another girl, he'll be on the way to the rescue. I sometimes think of getting back to him, finding a man that would listen to me and make him feel the way I felt about him going to other girls. But I know that wouldn't solve the problem and would just make me less.
Lot of things going on my mind. The anxiety and disappointment that I couldn't sleep.
