So now officially the moving process has started. It will be a long trip until I get in my new county, but just being on the road for it makes me feel strange. A part of me is exited, the other part is terrified.
Meanwhile I took goodbye with my ex. After that I felt really good and we didn’t even text until today. I texted him. I felt bad and needed support. He’s not answering though. I guess I will delete the message and try to find support here. Even though it feels bad to know that the person who knows the most about my fears of moving didn’t wish me luck while all my friends who didn’t really know how scared I am said some very nice words to me to reassure me.