Sad about losing my place

[Against_the_current]

I arrived in it and was sorting my luggage and moving out till now. Feeling kinda sad i no longer will have an escape or my place. I can have the appartment my dad lived but it's too big and this place was too small. I just need a two-rooms my place. And coming here i was having an excuse to be away, then it would be like "mom, i can't stand you, i go to the other side of the city". Here she misses me. And it's my place. And no relatives visiting. And there's no AC. But i guess it's for the best. They need to renovate this place and get new tenants. This place isn't made for long-term living and i had two years, after some Ukrainians had ruined it. Definitely needs some renovations. Everyone makes two-three months max. After all it was supposed to be a hostel. Btw it's so hot here. Idk how mom will react to all my stuff, she still doesn't know i am supposed to move at my dad's. I try to tell her to not worry about my stuff but i can't catch her sober