My soul is in convulsion

[Against_the_current]

Been crying in the bathroom for an hour. I'm desperate. I tried everything

[Mayumi_]

*HugsI wish I could help

[Against_the_current in reply to Mayumi_]

Hugs. I need them

[Starrlight]

Have you tried getting sun/serotonin? I know you said you have tried everything but there still must be something that would help. Showers and baths give negative ions which are good for you. You could also turn your pain into a poem. Just a few thoughts… and I know they won’t fix problems but you could get a chance to mindfully focus on something different.

[Against_the_current in reply to Starrlight]

These days been getting more sun which calms me. Just in the city i can't just lay on a bench. I'm just a complex plant - i need water and sun indeed

[Starrlight in reply to Against_the_current]

I like that- I’m just a complex plant 😆