Stressed

[Pandananda]

Trying so hard to hold on.

[cashew78]

Breath. Just breath. That will be enough. That will be a start. The rest will follow in time.

[Pandananda in reply to cashew78]

thank you ❤️

[HarryBraynes]

I’m sorry you’re going through that kinda shit. But there is a point to holding on, Pandananda. And it might not be for the reasons you’d expected. Maybe it’s like the unknown… like with me. I wanted to kill myself and once I almost succeeded. I didn’t want the life I had… I didn’t understand it and didn’t want it. I was just very unhappy and deeply disappointed with my life. I didn’t succeed at doing it, though. And I ended up meeting a someone very unexpectedly. It turned out that she had severe sleep apnea which can cause a stroke or brain damage if left untreated. She didn’t know she had it. I knew because I have it. I prodded her to get a sleep test done and she did and found out that she had severe sleep apnea. She’s being treated for it now and is much better off… because i didn’t kill myself.

I ended up marrying her.

Please don’t leave 5 minutes before the miracle happens, Pandananda. You’re worth it!!!

[Pandananda in reply to HarryBraynes]

You stayed alive and because you did, you ended up saving her life. I get it. Maybe I do have a purpose. I just have to stay alive to find out.

[Shield_Of_Faith]

I'm sorry your having a tough time.I'm hoping you hang in there.

There are good people here to talk to you and can understand. I'm sorry I'm not much help I thought I'd reach out.

[Pandananda in reply to Shield_Of_Faith]

You responding to my post is helpful. It shows that some people truly do care. Thank you. I’ve just been having a rough time. I don’t know what to do. I’m truly hurting

[Shield_Of_Faith in reply to Pandananda]

I'm sorry. I'm here and others are too. If you need to talk about it. I may not always have the greatest advice sometimes but I'd like to listen and help when I can. I hope you have a better day today, even if it's a little bit better. Just take each day at a time, find those little things to get you through the day. Enjoy the little things. I Pray things get better for you.

[Pandananda in reply to Shield_Of_Faith]

It’s so much. Idk how to put everything in words.

[Shield_Of_Faith in reply to Pandananda]

Well I'm here, if anything.

[Stippler]

I am sorry you are not doing well. You are not alone. I am having sort of a rough evening also. Sending positive energy to you. This shall pass.

[Pandananda in reply to Stippler]

Thank you 💗

[Pandananda in reply to Stippler]

I hope you feel better as well

[HarryBraynes]

Hi… I was just thinking of you and hoping that you are still trudging along. And from your posts here I can see that you still are. very cool……. my heart is warmed and my face is smiling.

[HarryBraynes in reply to HarryBraynes]

Hope you’re getting through your evening okay, too, Stippler.

[Pandananda in reply to HarryBraynes]

Thank you. You’re so kind. I am still trudging along. As difficult as it may be. I’m still here. Your kind words are more helpful than you may think. Thank you so much ❤️

[HarryBraynes in reply to Pandananda]

I have been having my fair share of troubles. It is hard to feel valuable and worthy when things seem to constantly knock me down. But… as fate would have it, I was able to get some of that validation I seek simply by helping others. You’re acknowledgement has truly lifted my spirits, pandananda! As hard as it may be to see me as someone struggling…. I am! I often feel unloved and unwanted. Today… two things changed that. My reaching out to you made me feel like my life has purpose… and you reaching back to acknowledge my kindness, validated my value as a human being. So, thank you! It’s so nice when things work out like that.

[Pandananda in reply to HarryBraynes]

Awe.. you made my day. I’m happy I was able to help you so unexpectedly. Thanks for letting me know. It’s also great to know that someone truly understands me as well

[Agora1]

Pandananda, don't try so hard to hang on that you obscure the purpose you are

here at this time and this place. There's a reason that you were brought to this

community. Go with the flow and you may be surprised by the miracle right in front

of you. We Care dear "_ xx

[Pandananda in reply to Agora1]

You’re right

[Agora1 in reply to Pandananda]

You've Got This Pandananda xx