Happy Mother's Day 💐

[ashleybakerr01]

I just wanna wish the mothers on here a Happy Mother's Day ❤️. If no one's told you yet, you're doing a great job As many know, I lost 2 babies so today's rather hard for me. I know I'll always be a mom, in my eyes at least. But the yearn for just ONE healthy baby...kill me almost daily. I want to have a child make it so bad. But I'm also too scared to even wanna try again if that makes sense, the fear of it all happening again 😞.

[ashleybakerr01]

Thank you

[catsrock]

Thank you! I'm so sorry for your losses.

[MetalEnjoyer]

I'm sorry for the loss and what you've been through. I can definitely understand that too. Having a holiday remind us of what happened to us. My birthday is that way. Same with religious holidays as sad as I am to admit it. Like Christmas. I'm certain you would be a great mother. Simply for how much it affects you. When my wife had our daughter she had so much doubt in her own ability. But she has become a mother I wish I had when I was a kid. I'm sure that when. That you would be an amazing mother. A good step I took for myself was facing those fears. I feared relationships so much. From just how many friends I've lost. How many people disregarded my feelings because I couldn't tell them how I was doing. It's lonely. I've been facing those fears by speaking anyway to achieve what I've always wanted. Something I told myself during the worse of neglect. "Can't lose friends if I don't make any". Don't be too afraid of what could happen. As hard as it is, and it's definitely not easy. Give it some time. Eventually I'm certain you will get what you want.

Love to you Ashley 💗

In my eyes you're already a great mother with how much thought you put into it.

Matt