So depressed I can hardly breathe.

[Dodoguitarman]

I had flu like symptoms 6 days ago. Diarrhea really bad all night without me knowing till I got up. I've been worried about these government forms to prove our dog has been neutered and insured. I went on the insurance site and my thumb 👍 twitched hitting the button to stop the insurance so I quickly paid for another. I got 4 week to send these forms but the email isn't working. I'm not the only one. This have been making me ill cause my boy have massively bonded with this dog. The thought the police might come to take it is making me ill. We paid for exemption certificate £92 we got the dog neutered. So we've done everything correctly same address but realised exemption certificate is in my name insurance in my sons name. The vets sent of the VNC01 Form and sent it straight off to Defra the government department but I don't trust these Tories and if they want to can make a big thing about. I haven't eaten in for days. I feel drained empty lethargic worried.

As long as every demand by the government has been done I can't see the issue. Am I over thinking things. I just want to curl up and die. I still have absolutely no appetite and I know that's odd for me.

I want to scream yet crawl into a box. I've spent a lot of my savings for this dog my boy dotes on.

I am constipation, I remember eating a few Peanut butter Crackers 4 days ago then took Beecham powder and ibuprofen different times. What's wrong with me? I haven't felt this ban in over decades. I just want things to be over , so I can relax. I've taken a Senna too.

I want the darkness to come and remain that way till I feel better. I feel I'm my own worse enemy. Why do I freak out when it comes to keeping my boy satisfied.

I feel useless and thick for not understanding how things work online. I feel the government is doing it on purpose to distracte us from their massive mistakes. Its the weirdest flu. In the day it goes in the late evening it comes back. Another odd thing is I feel full. I feel I've just had a big meal.

God help me please stop this horrible feeling. No point in keeping on , that's it. I'm getting to hate Britain and its many camaras and life changing rules. Leaving me deflated. Blah blah blah.

[Agora1]

Dodo, this flu as well as your mental state certainly sounds serious enough to

have it checked out by your doctor. We can only do so much on our own and then

it's time to turn it over to the professionals.

I know your stress over your son and the dog aren't helping but physical symptoms

need to be addressed my friend.

Please tell me you have at least made a call to your physician. I Care xx