I am in recovery and was doing so well…but I’ve been stressed and some relationships got bumpy and I relapsed and SHed again. I know recovery isn’t linear but I still feel so guilty because I was doing SO well. Another new aspect of this guilt is knowing that certain people now have scars on my body assigned to them. I HATE that, they don’t deserve that and I feel weak for allowing that to happen.
How am I supposed to move on from this when the wounds are still there and I have that constant reminder?