By now I'm convinced I'm a piece of trash. Im hurting horribly. People are mean and nasty and even one of my best friends is not really there for me so much anymore. The person whom I leaned on most for my support.It hurts.
I grew up being told that I'm stupid.
I guess the people who called me stupid are right.
Im moldy and decayed and my life is hanging by a thread now.
Those people are not right. You are not trash and you are not stupid.
Who goes around saying that to people? They are the ones with a problem, not you.
I know it's hard to shake those old messages but you need to keep working at shutting them down.
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You are worth a lot. Don't listen to people. I was told by people the same thing my entire life and I believed them and it ruined my life. No one is worth you harming yourself over.
You know, so many times it really hurt when we believe things can be much better when we have someone to lean on and that person is no where to be found, that's when you will realize its just you and you need to survive by all means, please change your routine, try new things you've never done before, you never can tell, you can end up meeting someone nice and caring in the process. I wish you well. Take care.
GOD KNOWS IM TRYING 
I ate a piece of pizza
Been have a bad couple of weeks
im gross
Hi all.....it's been a while
