Emptiness 💔

[ashleybakerr01]

The 20th of this month makes 2yrs since I lost my sweet boy ..and I'm dreading it so much 😭. He was so tiny...caskets shouldn't be that small 💔. It's been hitting me really hard past 2 days and I wish I had the words to explain the pain but I just don't 😞

[Shnookie]

I’m so sorry that you lost your little boy. It is totally understandable that U R in such great pain now. Anniversaries R triggers for many people. No mother should ever lose her son. It was brave of you to come here. People from HU R compassionate and supportive. I’m always here 4 U. Hugs 🤗 S. Please keep loving memories of your precious son close to your heart.

[ashleybakerr01 in reply to Shnookie]

He was stillborn...but I got a chance to carry him. Ill always have that 😥

[ashleybakerr01 in reply to Shnookie]

Thank you for your reply. I appreciate it

[Shnookie in reply to ashleybakerr01]

You are very welcome. Keep that memory of carrying your baby close to your heart

[ashleybakerr01 in reply to Shnookie]

Always will

[thegoat123]

i am so sorry that you lost your little man. that pain is immeasurable. i hope youre coping well. youre loved. he's in a great place and someday you will meet again. <3

[ashleybakerr01 in reply to thegoat123]

Thank you. Some days are harder than others, but not a day goes by I don't think about him

[Stippler]

I am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

[Arymretep]

That’s so sad, but he will always be with you

Those that live in the hearts of others never die ❤️

[CLB1125]

as a grandmother I lost two precious little boys also. And I agree, there shouldn’t be caskets that small. My daughter lost her boys 9 months apart. I was with her every step of the way for both. It has been a rough journey and that’s mainly why I found HU. Everyone here has been so supportive and kind. This is a safe place to talk about it. If I can help you in any way, feel free to pm me.

[ashleybakerr01 in reply to CLB1125]

Thank you . ❤️

[Teaching]

Loss is one of the hardest things to deal with. Sorry for your loss.

[catsrock]

I'm so sorry, can't imagine how hard that is. Grief sucks and I'm sending you lots of hugs.

[dutchgirl71]

I’m so sorry for your loss. I have a tattoo that says Nothing Loved Is Ever Lost…he will always be with you in your heart.

[Vonus5591]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

[Mamabear49_]

I am so sorry for your loss 😭

I wish I had word to comfort you

What you are feeling is normal and hard, painful

Have you tried grief support group at a local church?

Everyone there has lost someone and they are there to lean on each other and offer suggestions on what helps them through their grief

I just lost my mom a month ago and my aunt a year ago

I am in disbelief at it all, I have bad days but I allow myself the grief time and then later dry my eyes and move about the day

I try to remember good thoughts, days with them to help me through

Wishing you comfort and peace

[ashleybakerr01 in reply to Mamabear49_]

Thank you. I try to look at it as at least I got the opportunity to carry him, even if it was for a short period of time. I lost him at 14 weeks pregnant, he was a stillborn. Ill never forget being able to hold him for those few brief moments, and I'll also never forget having to leave without him 💔