big black hole! 🕳️

[Bee1232]

I really can’t do this too much longer. I used to be able to get by with turning my negative thoughts into positive but it seems as though I’m not even close to that skill right now. I don’t even enjoy my grandkids which is the joy of my life. I don’t even look at them. There is the pressure of how am I going to work like this and if I don’t work how will I survive. I have vasculitis which docs don’t know anything about plus TMJ and I’m so so fed up. Just the thought of eating makes me want to give up. Before I caught COVID 3 times. I was able to get by on meds now I seem to have all these medical issues on top of depression and anxiety.. I don’t know what to do anymore.🥹🥺 I have 0 friends no place to go and nobody to talk to. People who don’t go through this think it’s just…… go get some rest you will be better tomorrow!🙄 I wish it worked like that.

[Shnookie]

so sorry U R going thru all of this. U have come to the right place. And U R also brave to do this. Here at HU we help give each other emotional support. It is therapeutic that U R telling us how U R feeling. Do U have a therapist? I’m here 4 U. Sounds like U might have the remnants of long term COVID. Have U checked this out with your doctor ? Hope U have a better day tomorrow.

Hugs 🥰 S

[Bee1232 in reply to Shnookie]

Yes I have a therapist and yes I told my doc about the things that are going on and she called me a hypochondriac… literally. Even after I was diagnosed with vasculitis 🙄 doctors just keep blowing me off. It’s soo frustrating and makes it more depressing.