feel like i have been betrayed

[valentine2024]

moved to virginia beach the end of october been living with long known friends renting a room in

their house feel safe here and they have dogs love being in a house again before i moved here i asked them if they were sure they had on or two childen and spouses living rehere befiore hand

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now after four months they tell me they are downsizing no way i have been grieving the loss of my mm and dad i took care of them in their place for the past four years mom passed on hospice in a apartment with me three of my emotional support pets passed away i had to find a smaller apt tp live in asap moved into a studio apt not happy living by myself anymore

thought i would be here for atleast a year my friend has ocd and i have been accimadating about everything and making many compromises i wanted to comce here to grieve and too make decisions about my life i was going to work pt but my migraines are ba but clean the bathroom i shareck i have them everyday helping with the house etc they basically ae ratpackers i hardly bother them only use the micowave i stay in my room or go out when i can i ask nothing from them

anyways this is getting long i am having panick attacks again now i feel like i am being rushed out my friend lived with my parents and i never asked her to leave i cant stop crying i am so hurt they use to be such nice people i am so sad

thanks for listening

[CLB1125]

Im so sorry you are going through this. I hope you find a place of comfort for yourself. Have you considered n assisted living facility? We have one here and it’s just beautiful. You would have your own place but not be alone.

[Lightblue17]

I have panic attacks and they started a few years ago, they can get really bad. Have you found anything helpful for those?

[catsrock]

I'm so sorry - that sounds incredibly stressful. We are here to send you support.

[Sunrisetabby]

I am sorry to hear about what you are going through and hope you are able to find a place to live that works for you. I know that migraines and headaches caused by stress can be absolutely debilitating. Do you have a good doctor or any medication that helps you? I hope you can find relief soon.