I was to the doctor stressed, then bf made me stressed with "move out to me, they're stressing you out" and my fear of intimacy. I was just going to sleep and leave it all and sis called mom to tell her the neighbour locked her on the roof. My sister and her friend were walking around and they went to the ceiling and the neighbour locked them. Mom was mad. How could this woman be so vicious. She even called the cops. Mom shouted and cried and mentioned dad. The cops didn't take mom and sis to the police station because mom was crying. Sis got scared of the roof and the cops and when she heard mom crying, she thought i would cry too and called dad to pick her up. Fortunately mom was just mad how the neighbour was so terrible.And caused her (and us) more stress. She already had stress at work. I can't help. I think she's crying now. Are we cursed or something? Mom always has 1354345 problems. Idk what to do. I can't help. A psychic wanted me a lot of money especially in Bulgarian currency to remove generational curse.
And my sister is upset too. She said nobody asked how she's and that she was so worried i will see mom cry that we would kick her out and called dad to be ready for taking her. I'm still upset over these events, mom's crying and coughing. I can't do anything, she's just so dissapointed at us at this point for her staking problems. She went to work. I'm still nervous. She will come back at 3pm and then what? I worry about these two at school. It's the terrible rotten people here. My sister was going to come home early and her friend was walking her home and they wanted to talk more on the entrance but some drunk or ill grandpa was talking nonsense to them and they got on the roof. And then the neighbour locked them and called the police. Mom was crying there and the neighbour refused to let sis out. I worry how will mom work and sis study but mostly mom work because she's a pharmacist and works with meds.
Yes, i tried to hug mom or comfort her but she pushed me away, i guess we're burdens to her. Sis was mad nobody asked her but we're a mentally unstable family. I need to talk on the phone but Bulgaria has no proper helplines. I can't do my exam work and due date is coming. I have two more weeks of recovering and then physiotherapy and then it's sis birthday on 17th do one month here. Also where can i go? My accommodation will make me cry because i haven't been there, it's small and i haven't cleaned it in too and i will be alone and take care of myself alone. But here one month felt like eternity. Idk what to do with my mom and with my anxiety.
I am so sad, can't stop crying
