Losing someone that was never yours

[Dot_]

Hi, it's been a while. I need a place to rant and I know coming here is always a safe place.

I've recently come to realize someone I was seeing wasn't entirely truth in certain matters. This has resulted in my heart hurting very much. At this point the least I want it to speak to this person to air out my grievances. I want to be able to say my peace and move on. But this other person has been making it clearer and clearer that they don't want to talk. Once again, this hurt me heart. Someone I trusted isn't giving me the smallest care of letting speak my truth.

Now I'm feeling as though I've lost this person. But they were never my to lose.

Overall, I'm hurt that someone I care for isn't entirely who i thought they were and that they're not allowing me the simple closure I need on this situation.

Before all this I was doing well, happy and enjoying my choices in life. But now, I've been reminded that not everyone is who they appear to be. Not all good things are meant to last and now I'm reminded why opening the heart is such a scary thing. There are so many who aren't able to be who they could be

[LadyZen]

I experience these feelings a lot with people. I've come to accept that people are flawed and find beauty where I can.