A little tired and nervous

[ashleybakerr01]

So today I start training in a few hours to start working again. I'm so tired and just want to go back to bed lol. I haven't worked awhile due to my mental illness, so it feels weird. And I'm anxious about tomorrow, because tomorrow is CPR day. I hate being watched do ANYTHING. I almost ALWAYS mess up. I'm an awkward shy person, so being watched makes me just feel more awkward and mess things up

[CLB1125]

good luck with the new job. You will do fine I'm sure.

[ashleybakerr01 in reply to CLB1125]

Thanks for the support. Unfortunately look at my latest update on this post. I'm a little aggravated and disappointed ☹️

[ashleybakerr01]

Update: I'm honestly so aggravated right now 🙄I went down to the office right, well apparently they had moved training to the library. I have no way there right now. So the next training isn't til January 2nd. I'm a little aggravated , as I was misinformed and could've had way there if I had known. So now I have to wait about another week or 2 to work😕

[CLB1125]

oh I’m so sorry. Those kind of things happen to me all the time. Don’t fret about it, it’s just a bump in the road. By then all the holiday festivities will be over and you can start the new year with a positive outlook!

[LoveforAll41]

that is aggravating 😬and I am sorry that happened. I also feel I have stuff like that all of the time 😜. I think that your anxiety shows that you care about your job and want to do well. I am sure if you are messing up often you will remember the training better than most of the others there. Congrats on getting back to things. You are a bada**

[metalminded]

I know exactly how you feel about being watched do something then messing up. I hate when I'm watched, even if someone is standing over me while I'm typing a message I lose the ability to spell! LOL!

I'm pretty shy too and sometimes awkward. You would think that by now (I'm 54) I'd be over most of that, especially given what I've gone through with my health over the last 10+ years.