I just spent hour on crsis line. Very depressed and scared. Dont think can take care of self.Been victimized by mental health system and abandoned by family and friends.
My fault i become a fool around other people. Ive spent too much time in my own little world and didnt learn how to deal with the real one.
I'm glad you called the crisis line for help. Keep reaching out for help. Sometimes it takes time to find the right professional. Friends and family often don't have the tools and training to respond properly. But that's not your problem or fault.
Thank you. Been trying like swimming upstream.
Hi Lonepain, I am so sorry you are feeling stuck. It is never too late to learn and change/grow. Don't give up on yourself and have some compassion for yourself. I wish you peace, hope, and strength.☮️
I am sorry life isn't good for you at the moment, Lonepain. When you say you can't take care of self (I note you don't say whose self), what do you mean? What care is absent at the moment?
Adls,eating laundry......
sorry you are feeling low. I understand because I have called the suicide line 2 times this week. I am so depressed and sad. Nothing seems to be working for me. I hope you can feel better.
How are you doing now?
Lousey. Its saturday real bad morning poor sleep due to living in bronx
Try to sleep. That always helps. Maybe some fresh air too.
what is it like there for you?
I know some neighborhoods have high crime rates.
Bronx is bad. My land lord is a crook whose been in news and the non profit that gives me housing support is run by people not much better. All the stress and abuse has impacted on my ability to think.My physical health has deteriorated.
oh nooooo I’m so sorry stress/abuse can really take its toll on body mind and soul. What can you do today to take care of yourself. I care. I hope your day has something uplifting in it waiting for you. ((((((((Hug)))))))
Lack of Understanding Depression 
do you think bad luck can follow you around.
