I was here before.. Months ago..It was nice to write and share some of my thoughts or everyday situations...
But I couldn't, and I still can't.But I couldn't do that and I still can't.
Words don't come out of my mouth.
And all I feel like is just suffocating.
I try hard to move forward and see the good things. And I try to do good things on my day.
I was able to raise nearly two hundred dollars for a small charity and handed them the money today. It was a good achievement. It is not little money here. And I thought it would make me feel a little happy, but no.
I completed all my lessons and was able to add some external lessons. And that was good. But I can't feel happy.. I am just suffocating..
And worse. I can no longer talk about my negative feelings or what caused them. I try hard, but I just can't do that, and I'm just looking. I don't think anyone will listen, so I prefer silence, and I don't know when it's going to break down..
And all I hope right now.. Is talking about how I feel and why I feel it 💔