I’m feeling so lost

[Destiny8277]

it’s been 9 years Daugter passed, 7 divorced and I’m trying still to keep going. I just don’t want to leave my home. Just this summer I’ve had 7 jobs. Previously before all happened. I worked at a school for over 20 plus years. Now I can’t seem to get out. Only to dr apts. legs swell. No one knows why. They hurt. I’m so tired. I’m 58 and just feel like when I was working , I worked to pay bills to just wait till my time was up. What kind of life is that. I have to work. I’m broke. Lost. Just mentally exhausted. How in the world do I get out of this. So many meds. Therapy. Not helping. I digit what happiness even was anymore.

[LadyZen]

I'm sorry. It sounds like you've been through a lot. Give yourself time. Take things one moment at a time. I'm glad you're in therapy. Hopefully, you can find something today to be good to yourself.

[Midori]

Have you tried Flight socks? They are tight, and come right up to the knee, and help with the return of the blood.

I wear them and they help me. I'm 75.

Cheers, Midori