This is my last post.I don't have the want to or motivation like I use to stay in the fight, been their done that kind of thing. No, I'm not suicidal, that seems what the go to is if your down. I hate that part!
I've done all the things that other's throw at you to do for depression and anxiety, to be here still in this place isn't encouraging.
Thank you for letting me a part of this community, you all seem to be so caring about one another.
The motivation in me just isn't there anymore.
I'm new here but feel what you are saying. Sending you compassionate thoughts. the sad thing about anxiety/depression is that we each have to find our own path. There are things that will work well for one person that have zero impact on someone else. I found Osho and Papaji helpful. Depression/anxiety can be great teachers although it may not feel like that at the time. As Leonard Cohen said, "Every soul to Love must come, But like a refugee"... ❤️❤️
Sorry feel better but support is here if you want to come back.
That’s a shame when you’ve only just joined , but we’re all here if you you feel you want to come back
This is where I was 2 weeks ago. It seems like a lifetime ago. Please don't give up on this community. It's helped me so much. I called my doctor barely able to talk, and he prescribed Abilify. At first I hated it. It made me feel like a zombie. I stopped taking it after a week and called my doctor back and he lowered the dose.
I'm on 5 meds now but I feel better and you can too.
Still welcome
been there too. You are very brave for sharing that with all of us. Thank you. You’ve already made an impact here. Whenever I hit the very bottom and I don’t know where else to turn or what else to try the word I have to say to myself over and over is surrender. Sometimes I try to much and try to figure out too much and I just have to stop and surrender.
wishing you the very best on this difficult pathway
Never give up!
Stay with the forum… we can help each other… be strong.. you can get better.
Don't actually leave, just go dark for a time, that way your membership stays open and you won't have to change your user name.
Also you can look in on us and if you find something which interests you, get back in.
Hope things look brighter for you soon, Cheers, Midori
Please stay active on the site. You can still help yourself and help others who could use your help. I think you would feel good about talking with others using your experience. Hope to see you soon on the site. Best wishes.
Hi ladybyrd, We all feel like that at times. I hope you can "find your way round life" as it is for you at the moment without any perceived pressure from HU (I understand that) and come back whenever you like. Why bother to even leave. Just plop in and read the posts whenever you feel like it. Take care. Maggie😊😊
Don't leave... this only place I can vent and others help. Stay here at least this place u can vent.
I hope that you will find a way to be & feel better. I am struggling, too, & have tried many things, some helpful, some not. I haven't read your latest posts, before this one, so I don't know if some of life's stressors have made you feel as you do. I am feeling More Anxious, Scared, Depressed from Life Stressors -- HU helps me --it's a give & get place where one can express true feelings to others that Understand. That, to me, means A lot.
I deleted my last post
This is my first post.. thanks for listening 
First Post - Trapped In My Thoughts
sorry about the last post/comments.
This is NOT fine. My first post.
