Rambling mind 🖤

[BlackRoseOldies]

Today wasn't so bad thank God went to town with hubby and youngest daughter and oldest daughter and my cousins son my oldest daughter and her mood swings drive me crazy stress me out and its like no remorse til she wants something again but anyways we then came home I got ready for work which was awesome cause we was so busy I didn't have time to self doubt much but of course u know my mind it's always rambling so as I tried my best to quickly take care of the customer, take the money, get their orders together my mind is saying hurry up ,omg there is a line and ur so slow, don't forget to smile ,hey deaf a** they said dr pepper not tamale anyways it just kept on but I didn't let it bother me as much I just kept doing my job but anyways I just got home so I'm going to take me a melatonin like the Dr suggested and crash well after I finish eating so y'all have an amazing day and as always thanks again for listening 🖤🥰

[GlowingDarkly]

Glad you had a good one today!

[BlackRoseOldies in reply to GlowingDarkly]

Ty I am to I am trying to make more good days and I appreciate everyone on here for all the help and support

[Nowwearefree]

Hello there,

Yes I have suffered from Anxiety for most of my life and it's a tough illness. I am rarely at ease with myself so I react badly to someone that is annoying me. I just haven't the Patience to put up with anyone messing.

But you are doing Great to keep your composure and I admire you for the fact that you have a family and work.

I wish that the pharmaceutical industry would discover a range of medications that would Cure us people with different Mental Health issues.

Then we would all be free!!

Enjoy your day.

[BlackRoseOldies in reply to Nowwearefree]

Awww ty... And yes I totally agree about the medicine.. I'm on heart medication so my Dr doesn't want to put me on meds just yet she wants me to try this site out first and so far it helps me just to be able to say the stuff out loud instead of keeping it to self like I have bn doing for yrs I mean I still struggle but at the end of the night I kinda use this as like a journal... I mean idk if maybe some one somewhere is going through some of the similar emotions omg I'm so sorry I'm rambling I do that a lot I apologize ty for ur kind words