it’s been a rough 2 years

[Dancelady63]

My mom past away in June and I was there with her, she lived in Germany and I am in the US. I was glad and happy to help her transition but it was a sad thing to see. Now I am so depressed that I feel all alone inside and have no strength getting out of that dark hole. All I do is lay in bed , working a bit but other than that isolating myself from everyone. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.

[Arymretep]

Hi , so sorry to hear about your Mum, I lost mine 20 years ago but I still think of her and my Dad every day, they are always with me. It’s early days for you only 3 months, whenever I miss them I try and think what they would have wanted me to do, and I’m sure it would be to carry on and live the life they taught me to live.

Those that live in the hearts of others never die❤️

[Thankfulforhelp22]

Sorry to hear about your Mom, but glad to hear you could be with her. It's tough to lose a parent and takes time to get over. I'm sure your Mom would want you to find some joy.

I hope things get better for you. Both my parents have been gone for a while. Now when I think of them it is with appreciation, love and humor.

[Dancelady63 in reply to Thankfulforhelp22]

Yes you are right, we need to keep our loved ones in our hearts and think about the good times we had with them.

[MarileeKemp]

Have you thought about seeking counseling? Therapy can be really helpful in general. This is also a good place to meet people who understand.

[Dancelady63 in reply to MarileeKemp]

Yes I have and may start soon. Thank you for your response, hope you are doing well.