tired

[Crane2127]

im so tired. i cant sleep at night. the wheels just dont stop turning. im scared to sleep sometimes cause thats when the bad things happened to me when i was a child

[Agora1]

Welcome Crane2127, I'm so glad you are with us. I read your bio and it brought tears

to my eyes. I'm so sorry you had to endure all that heartache and pain from an early

age. Never second guess yourself for a moment in had you stayed with your ex, he

would still be alive. We all have an expiration date which can depend in how we took

care of ourselves as well as fate.

You have been given a new start in life. Now is your time to live your life without fear.

A new door has been open to you. I always feel that good people are deserving of a

second chance to be happy. Crane, I'm so very happy you are here with us. It's going

to be okay. We will support you through the steps you take to regain your life because

we Care. xx

And don't worry about the ladder. I have a stronger one guaranteed to get you out

of that deep dark hole you have been in.

[CL3V3R-G1RL]

Welcome Crane2127

So sorry for the trauma you had to endure. To carry a burden like that at such a young age all the way into adulthood.

This is a safe place. You can share as much olas you want. There are also other forums dedicated to C-PTSD and PTSD.

I know about racing thoughts. In fact I have them right now. Most of the world is asleep and here I am awake. Thinking about life, money, relationships etc. Things I could have done differently. Wonder about friends.

Sometimes I think of scenarios that make me sad and I end up crying.

Sometimes I don't want to sleep because I feel like I have been asleep for a good part of my life. I just started to wake up. I don't want to miss anything.

Anyways you will find you are among friends here.

Wishing you healing 🫂❤️