You are not alone

[KingkittyS]

People blame the person for making a life-ending decision, but those who ignore them, push aside then, exclude them, belittle them, reject outwardly when you share your pain and need for help play a major part in the victim’s decision. I can speak for myself. I have been rejected by my peers at my Catholic Church. I have opened my heart only to be forgotten weeks later. I have had those dark despairing thoughts. Cause why I am rejected when all I be is kind. I hurting don’t you see. They turn their head away. Please don’t ignore those you are lonely or kinda weird cause they need someone that says I am here for you, how can I help you.❤❤❤

[012703060610]

People do seem to run when they we can be at our worst. I have watch friend after friend leave as my own physical and mental illness is under attack. I can't imagine ever doing this to a friend if I knew what they were going through. I'm so sorry you are experiencing this. It certainly is not right and can make you feel like a terrible person. You are not. It is for those who do not suffer that cannot begin to comprehend what we go through. Maybe someday they too will struggle and eventually realize that you deserved so much more.

[Starrlight]

❤️💕💜💗♥️❤️💕💜

[gerrerd]

Love yourself, thats all that matters. When people dont love themselves they cant love others.

[Nothing_but_books]

Alone is terrible and lonely. Having someone to care for is a way to force yourself beyond your own pain. I share my home with a Green-cheeked Parakeet. Even a goldfish to greet you, race to the top of the bowl when he sees you, is life affirming.

Cinnamon Green-cheeked Parakeet

[fauxartist]

I'm sorry Kingkitty....could you maybe try some counselling outside of where you have already gone for help, therapy, emergency, etc.

I'm very sorry this is happening to you, and it's a horrible thing to feel so hopeless that you can't see a way. So many of us here have been there too, I understand that feeling of being lost...please keep trying to find the right people to help you, your not alone...you can share here what your feeling, your anonymous..