Can the Spirit heal?

[runinempt]

Thank you to each and every single one of you, who have shared, with me and sent prayers and blessings!!!!

I have always been able to take a battering, and get up and walk away. Lately the old wounds want to open up and see how badly I bleed. Not physical wound, mind you, but the type of wounds you can't see in a persons eyes. I, myself, don't know how badly I am broken. The scary part is I'm not sure I want to know. My dreams are invaded nighty, that is the very few hours, I actually sleep. If I bring these horrors into the light. Will I survive, the indignity, pain and knowing that I have carried this for so long. I can not say, what it feel like to feel normal. Because I have no idea what normal is supposed to feel like. Will I know the difference if I should find it. The part that seems to me is I feel my spirit is weak and need of rest. That part of me I can't afford to lose is dying. It has been that voice that said "GET UP" when had been beaten down. My head and my heart know that I must go on, my time on this earth is not finished yet. I don't know what to do next, how do I find the strength, to fight the battle that is life. I thought that after I had done my part in this world there would night to stop and do some of the things, I have waited patiently to do. Yes, I'm a little angry today, it's not right, but it is the only thing I can feel. God, I wish I go fishing!

Thank you for reading, I didn't think anyone would read them!

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try doing more mental games or quizzes and I find with nonverbal son it helps when he does mental work - has always improved his sleep. Also do physical exercise as this helps too. Improving one’s mood take a lot and psychotherapist. YouTube you can search for any topic music just google

[downinthecrud]

Yes, it's exhausting