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[bridgfrigo3277668]

Hi all...wishing you peace and strength. I am new to group. I am a 65 year old woman currently stuck in a black hole of depression, anxiety and self hate. (Taking meds and starting counseling)The only good thing in my life is my son. Grew up in dysfunctional family, probably had depression all my life but started treatment at age 33. Life has just been a series of bad decisions made for all the wrong reasons. I am now left with nothing of my own; some clothes, a few personal things, a car and my dog. Living with a friend ( can't afford my own place). Spend every day in bed. It is a struggle to take a shower or go outside. This is no way to live and I feel like I will never get better. I have worked every day of my life since college graduation and have nothing to show..what a waste. Thanks for letting me share.

[kenster1]

hi welcome aboard

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Thank you for sharing with us! I know I spend way too many days in bed for 24 hours straight. Coming here is a really good start!