Light flickers as I reappear after a troubled sleep,
To familiar dark thoughts racing though my brain.
The fear and chaos that, without effort, I daily reap
There seems little hope of diminishing the pain.
There was a time when life was full of smiles and fun
A rich perspective of sight, taste and smell.
At what point did I lose sight of the light of the Sun
Descending into this daily earthbound hell?
I spend my days seeking some kind of light.
A book, an affirmation, a bottle or a drug
A desperate hope as I daily live this fight
To escape this bottomless pit I have dug.
I believe there is an answer out there,
A recipe that takes me away from all this pain.
Finding the secret is still frustratingly rare
If I find it I will have a lost life to regain.